essentially my dream log
i was shopping at a clothes store with my mom and then i got a pair of jeans and a miniskirt and then my mom and sister and i went to see a movie.
there was also another part that kinda had an overcast mood and it involved a whole bunch of different people. and it was kinda surreal in that strange things happened and they weren’t questioned.
two nights ago i was at school or something and we had open lunch so i went out to a courtyard to eat. there were tons of metal tables and chairs and a couple old people were milling around. i sat down next to my friend awkwardly but then she got up and walked away which was awkward. there was this one brunette girl that i kinda have a crush on that was hanging around with her friends, whom are my friends too but idk why i wasn’t talking with them. she was wearing this cropped shirt with stripes and her belly was really nice.
then last night i dreamed that i had been doing this conducting thing or something, and then dramatic stuff happened. i had gone to tell my friend about this dramatic incident and then somehow i ended up describing my tale of woe to this really hot senior named jacob, who i guess isnt a senior anymore because he graduated. but during my talking i couldn’t really tell if he was interested or not, but he kept nodding interestingly. also then i was at my elementary school, but it had been turned into a high school and i was planning to go to the guidance office and change my schedule for next year. then my mom showed up and she was like “come with me” so we went into a trailer which had a square interior and my 8th grade social studies teacher was there. my mom began to convince her to sign a petition to change the way clothing stores fold their t-shirts and i was like “bLUH this is taking forever” and i dont remember the rest.
i dreamed i went to this overnight pasta party with the cross country team (even though im not on cross country 0.o but in the dream i was) and we were eating pasta and watching funny youtube videos and pontificating on life matters. we stayed up all night but some people left early. i left at around 5am and then i got home to sleep on my bed that was made up of a long legged table. i left a couple hours later to go to track practice before school started. in my dream i was thinking “i can do track bc its in the fall and lacrosse is in the spring!” and then i got to school and i saw some of my friends there and some of the other lax girls and some people i used to be friends with. we all hung out, and then as we were going to do our laps i remembered “shit theyre in the same season” but it didnt matter because the dream ended there.
so i dreamed i was in some massive arena with stadium seating or something, and i ‘met’ this kid that i knew in real life. he was hot and he wanted me to go and run away from home with him. i got transformed into a blonde girl with helicopter parents, and once they weren’t looking, i got the heck out of dodge. when i got to the parking lot he and i were planning to meet at, he picked up this massive crate just like that, and then i said i forgot something, and he went ahead and started walking to his car. i tried to ask him what his car looked like but there were suddenly a lot of other loud noises. i went and got my glasses - i was my regular self again now - and i must have managed to find him because then we were in our car by the highway looking at billboards. we lived in an apartment nearby. he told me that i should get a job and i was like ‘that sounds fine’ and i looked around for a job but none of them were hiring and they were all laced with sex anyways. like there were naked girls milling around in the ads and stuff. idk!
um i was going to a department store with my dad coz i needed socks. they had a guide by the elevator and it said that on some floor they sold white socks, black socks, and blowjobs. i needed white socks so i went to that floor. as i ascended in the elevator i could see everyone below me being crabby. i got a shopping cart and i had to go through a long hallway but part of the hallway was a stage, so i had to go across a stage with people watching and i had the feeling i was an exhibit. at some point i abandoned my shopping cart and i climbed up in a tree. with the help of a young whippersnapper i composed a song using branches and leaves that acted like piano keys, and i never got my socks :[
i was in the mall with my mom and we were in this clothes store and i was ogling all the clearance stuff. but she was like “let’s go now” and i was like “nuuu” so then she left in a huff and then i went about my business. then i met up with my sister and we wondered where our mom had gone. my sister then got a text from our mom saying that she had gone off to chicago or some faraway city and we were like nooo wtf this is really not good and we felt all alone.
i dreamed that i was in this strange room at some party function, snarfing down cake because it was sugary and delicious. but i ate too much and i got sick.
there was a whOLE TON of other stuff in this dream but i fucking forgot it all :(
i was serving up water to thirsty runners, but all my water containers were different sizes and i had a limited supply of water. so some people got more than others. and even though at some points there didn’t seem to be enough water, there was always enough to give a little more to someone else.
then i was in this room, poking around, and i found this strange machine. when you pressed one of the control buttons, the buttons on the face of the machine would disappear or reappear. it was made of wood and looked antique. i poked around the room some more.
then i was playing this game where you had to go through boxes and click on different control buttons to get to the next ‘room’ or level in the game. there was this treasure box that i came across in the first level but i didn’t get it. so i ‘accidentally’ made a mistake and i restarted the game, making sure to get the treasure boxes. this celeste girl from school was watching me play and helping me along. when i got past the first level, the second level was set up very similarly to how i won the first level, but celeste told me not to fall into a routine. so i followed her advice and it worked. i got to the third level and that part of the dream ended.
i also dreamed i was an omnipotent figure watching the hot tuba player enter his house after a long day. he had his tuba with him but it wasn’t as big as a real tuba case - it looked like a rolling suitcase so i guess it could have fit a baritone. but there was this random narration that said something like “he didn’t want to haul his instrument any more so he left it there and went up the stairs” and it was funny because there was a first floor bedroom in that house, but i knew that me and my brother were in there, playing that game with the control buttons in our sleep. that was why the hot tuba player had to sleep upstairs. but he went up and he went into a bedroom. it was really plain, and it had a lot of extra space because there were only three or four things of furniture and it was a big room anyways. the bed he went to sleep into seemed too short for his body but it worked out. when he got into the bed i could feel the softness of the sheets. as he was about to go to sleep this girl came into the room and was like “are you comfy? sweet dreams,” and he went to sleep and it was all very odd.
last night i dreamed that i was doing this thing for marching band, or music in general, maybe some festival. but we were going doing the main street of umkc back home, and the umkc band was standing on the roof part of a building, but it wasnt the very top roof, just the little roof bit that went over the door. some of the band members suddenly jumped over and they had like bungee cords. they bounced up and down towards me. they were really creepy and talking really creepily. one of them pinched my nose. then they bungee-ed back up.
i also dreamed that there was this amber girl from school, all stereotypically popular and she was getting up in my face and trying to mess with me.
once i also dreamed i was invisible and reaching for something invisible but that was a while ago. i dreamed once that i was in this building, it was like a gym but had the design of a concert hall. i was chilling in there but there was something important i had to do and i was stressed about it.
The other night i had a dream where I was in this jail place but I wasn’t one of the prisoners, just walking around, and there wasn’t anyone locked up, but there were bookcases all over the place filled with black binders and this one person was trying to avoid getting locked up or something. it was confusing.
